There is this new test in the state of texas that is now making students go through a "athletic test" I had to hold onto a bar and pull myself up for a couple of seconds then did 30 sit ups. Then today we had to run/walk a mile in less than 13 minutes. I don't understand what this has to do with graduating it shouldn't matter how athletic u are so long as your good in ur courses. I did the test fine, but I'm quite upset because one of my friends wasn't able to do any of it she just got out of a wheel chair 2 weeks ago for goodness sake. Can't wait till i graduate 2 more weeks!! Woohooo! Then I'll leave all these ridiculous things behind me and go to college! But now I'm taking a nap I'm exhausted.

I trully honestly don't think I'll ever fall in love I've had one real relationship my whole life and it didnt work out. I that was more than a year ago. I'm scared to be alone my whole life.

I've been working out, like running, doing crunches, and all kinds of things. So now i'm exhausted yesterday i got off from work at 10:30 and exercised until 12:30. I have to do it at that time because I have school and work and i want to stay healthy. I'm not fat but I think so much junk food will catch up one day so I'm eating healthier too.

I am so desperate for anything exciting to happen in my life. All I ever do is go to school then work then go home. I don't even have a life anymore my friends rarely invite me to anything because of my job. My life is pointless.

Do you think that showing your expressions is stupid or "gay"? I don't and I actually heard that come out of the mouth of one of my very good friends. I'm so mad I don't even know how to tell my friend that I'm mad. I don't think it's anyones buisness how I choose to express myself. And I think it was not only rude, but also quite hurtful that he would say something like that.